Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Love is like a rubber band . We keep pulling , & when someone lets go , it hurts the one who held on .






Argh . So bored la , everyday stay at home . But i sort of like it , HAH ! K la , shall blog a little bit .

2days ago , went out with Glenna to LOT 1 . Ate LongJohnSilver , 2nd time eating it . Waa damn wasted , I only ate very little . & apparently , idk how to differentiate between chicken & fish , Omg just kill me pls . Talked alot , then got two guys sitting next to us , they damn racist ! They keep talking about bangalas . Surprisingly , we didn't take any photo , HA ! I wasn't in the mood to smile , LOL .

K , after that , around 4plus , went to find Zhengyi . He like freaking lazy la can , call him to get the contact lens only from his friend , he also so lazy leh , somemore his friend only staying afew storeys higher , best -.- Then end up the contact lens not with that guy , is with another guy , leaving at the next block . Guess what ? He is alr so lazy to go afew levels up , you think he will walk to another block meh ?! LAZY PIG leh , hopeless alr , can send him to the slaughter house . Glenna left , then i went up to his house to sleep :D . Not literally la , just rest . HE DAMN annoying hor , rest also dont lemme rest , & he keep say i fat :( Say until im like a fattest girl on earth ! Hours later , his parents came back . His mummy damn cute can ! She likes to nag at him infront of me to make him ps , good parenting ^^ . She said " Melissa ah , 我跟你讲啊, 在房间里面不要关门, 我跟政邑讲可是他不要听. 他很懒惰的, 你看他的成绩, 不好对不对? 他还那么懒惰. 改次长大去扫地, 我不会给他钱的. 你要嫁给这种人吗? " I didn't reply much la , i just at there laugh non-stop only , then zhengyi too ashamed alr , hence we head down to the basketball court . His father can play better than him la can ! His father's friend damn funny man , lika clumsy only . Like damn torturing leh , they play until so funny ah , but i cannot laugh out loud , must show respect , wtf . RAWR . About 8:10pm , his friends come down to play with him . One of his friend damn kp , he is funny though :> . Reached home at about 8:45pm , dead tired ! && , i got alot of mosquito bites ! Next time must bring insect repellent alr , LOL :D
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