Hey people ! Just came back from Malaysia , did not quite enjoy myself but im not very surprised . Received 61texts !! Thanks for those spammers , appreciate it super much (: Didn't buy anything there except for chewing gums & sweets . K can , shall blog a little bit about the trip .(:
Firstly , woke up at 4:30am in the morning to prepare . Then left the house at 6:30am , everybody kept yawning becos none of us had sufficient sleep . Apparently , I spent the whole night crying hence I looked like fuck when I woke up , becos of some idiots (Y). After that headed to Tapiness to take bus to Malaysia , met my cousins there to , 5star bus leh , super shiok . Inside the bus , I watched Megamind , The Dark Knight , Salt , & dk what show , alot jiu diu liao , HAH . The bus ride was freaking long can I think around 8hours leh , inside like snowing lithat SO COLD la can . 8hours to think , OMG .
Reached Genting at 2:30pm , damn cold sial the air , I LIKE . All fo us waited inside the Genting shopping mall while my mummy & aunty went to check in , we freaking waied for 2hours ! Siao , then we sat in the middle of the shopping mall with luggage :D Alot of guys stared at us sial , like we are some abnormal ppl . Our hotel room no aircon one , damn weired la . So we just open the window , let the cold air come in . Immediately after we settle down , we went to have our dinner . 1st & last meal for the day . Was very hungry but only ate a little bit , after eating , went to play the indoor haunted house . My younger sister got scared & her little friend almost cried , HAH ! CASS , her friend Eunice & I went . In front of us , there's a gruop of guys , one of them keep talkng to me , dk is over friendly or trying to flirt but i ignored him all the way . Until when we first stepped into the haunted house , i got really afriad becos its really dark can ! & i was sorta alone , becos Eunice was terrified ttm & CASS had to follow her tight . Many times CASS let go of my hand & left me at the back alone , but luckily , that guy i was talking about , stood behind me . He kept saying this " 不要怕 " , very comforting . But he keep touch me on my hand & shoulder , abit feel like punching his face . After that , went hotel & rest . End of Day 1 .
(Day 2)
Second day , started this day with a heavy heart but all the texts cheered me up a little (': . Woke up as early as 7:52am , watched my famile eat breakfast then took a taxi down to KL , ride was 1hour30mins . Did My mainicure there , nice right , strictly copyrighted k . Shopped around , only CASS bought something , LOL shopping queen . Around like 5pm , we left the KL then took a taxi back to KL , rained man , cold ttm . Met up with my cousins then went for dinner at the same place , -.- . Then we all tried to sneak in to the casino , HAH . But fail la ofcos , underage . CASS & Eunice went back to the hotel first while we went to walk around . rachel did hena (dk how to spell) , 80ringet can , damn nice la . Then after that went back to the hotel . Canwhored a little bit . End of the second miserable day .
(Day 3)
Third day , should be the best day of the trip . Went to the outdoor themepark to play early in the morning . Not that exciting alr , but i still screamed , HAH ! & i ate 3ice-cream ^^ . Did my temporary tattoos there to , crucifix at my middle finger then dk what at my wrist , can cover up flaws . Then went back to the hotel to check out . Boared the bus back at 2:30pm . At the Singapore custom there , super scared . Becos we bought chewing gums . Siao lo , the security guard want to check me , i also dk why -.- That security saw my chewing gums but never confiscate leh , so pro (: After that damn suay , our bus broke down ! Waa crap . Then waited for another bus to bring us back . Reached home at 9plus .
Mood: Fucked .
Below are some pictures of myself . You can exit alr (:
(Camwhore)
I think this is my longest post ever .
Why should I be so worried & paranoid right now . You are definitely dealing with it quite well . You think you are the only one loving too much ? Cant believe that im a fool again .
I Wanted You
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry.
