@Veins Of Scarlet: 2E2 \m/

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

2E2 \m/

HI !

Yesterday went EastCoast park for class BBQ , left house at 11plus , reach home around 8:40 (Y). Super hot man , & i took 1h to wear my contact lens , wth -.- . & i also took freaking long to take it out okay ! Waa , the toilet got so many lizards somemore . The contact lens make my eyes so dry , & then my vision v.blur , like got holy light shine down lithat , HAH !

Waa , i tell you , the scenary thr v.awesome ! We missed the sunset :( . Our chinese teachers came & help us barberque the food then leave alr . DES & i walked around by the sea to & fro . Super nice . The JunXiang like crazy lithat , soak himself in the salt water dk for how long man , he happily swimming inside only ah -.- . Aaranee spoiled her camera , LOL , she like not scared or sad at all , so optimistic man .

When its around 7plus , many of them started leaving alr . 7:20pm lithat , siao ! Super dark man ! Left , DES , HaiYang , Sam , Narinpal , JiaLei , Dhiri , WeiChen & I . Hoho , we at thr talk cock & laugh only . After that , DES parents came & fetch me home ! So kind ah .