Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, November 1, 2010

Who lives in the pineapple under the sea ~












* Pictures are mainly grabbed form Kunthavi's blog .
AH ! Got a sudden urge of watching SpongeBob ! But sadly , i dont have any to watch :( . Now waiting for my awesome friends to help find a website which has free SpongeBob episodes , Hoho ^^ . I WANT SPONGEBOB !!!!

Who lives in the pineapple under the sea , SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS !
Abosorbent & yellow & as porous as he , SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS !
If nautical nonsense is something you wish , SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS !
Then drop on the deck & flop like a fish , SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS !
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS ! SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS ! SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS !
SPONGEBOBBBBB ~~~~~ SQUAREPANTS !
HAHAHAHA , * Whistle sound .