@Veins Of Scarlet: Just becos .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Just becos .

Hi suppos !

Yesterday was a super fun day ! DES & Glenna came over to my house ^^. Glenna took lesser time than me to wear the contact lens , eee :(. & its really super epic to see her wear her contacts , you'll just die becos you laugh too much . After that , watched Barbie Doll together , hoho , so childish hor ? I LIKE (Y).

After eating , watched afew horror movies , but none of them seemed to scare our dear DES . So , we show her the scariest movie we've ever seen , " Rattle Rattle ". At first she still can laugh , after that , tsktsk . She scared like crazy ~ HAH !

Got back my streaming results alr . Almost all the 2E2s got into 3E2 , POA class . DES got into double SCI class . IM SO GOING TO APPEAL ! :)