Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

You sucketh .

I really feel like scolding someone now , damn ! Im usually not so mean , but now , lets just take this as an exception shall we . Here goes ..

Eh porkface , you think you who sial ? Dont step one big lah hor . Not happy , anyh kick chair & bang table . Dey , you think you v.cute ah ? Pui ah ! You are making a fool outta yourself man , wth , wake up lah miss -.- Talk so much somemore , waalau , shutup lah . You're one centimetre away from making me stuff MrHuang's socks inside your mouth . I dont hate you , dont get me wrong . I just feel like revenging man , that anger within me is so powerful , it can overpower the holy side of me . The past , how you make me cry & how miserable you make me feel . THAT , now that is what i cant forget & never will . " The weak can never forgive , forgiveness is the attribute of strong . " So what ? Im having fun being weak at this point of time . ABSOLUTELY . I will never forget how you used to lie about so many things . You really think im so dumb to believe your crap ? Think again . I dontw make you PS only , oh pls . You think we're amused by your stupid lies ? HAHAHAHAH , oh pls -.-
You think your sarcasm , jokes & critisism is v.funny is it ? Pls , its lame & childish . You think your stare v.scary & powerful ? Haha , tell me you are joking can . Do you believe in retribution ? Well , i do . & i hope you will have yours . Oh , the sacrifice you make me do . GOSH , im so naive . I thought by sacrificing might make you feel happy & you might actually appreciate it . BUT NO , you didn't ! Yet again & again you betray me . & lastly , you're not attractive anym , MOFO . (Y)


Ahhhh .. All better now . So whats up yaw ! Today learnt alot of new dance steps ! (Y) . Siao , super duper hard . DES & I are confsed at first , * sotong face . We used the broken chair behind the staircase thr , then whenever ppl see us dancing , they will ask why we dance so hard until the chair break , HAHAHAH !

After school went to eat & then went to put sweets . AWESOME or what .

I think im going to have fever alr , :(
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