@Veins Of Scarlet: Praising you is like saying that shit tastes nice .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Praising you is like saying that shit tastes nice .

Argh , i hate sorethroat the most ! Usually when im down with flu , sorethroat always comes next . Its like a combination , argh . V.miserable , & i realised something weird . Apparently , i will feel better when i sneeze , for like 5secs , v.satisfied though . & my muscles ! All aching like nobody's business , especially my right shoulder . Anyw , thanks to Dhiri , im feeling slight better at my throat , he freaking bought strepsiles for mua :) Lovehim like crazy , 100% .

Practised those new moves again today , eeeee . So difficult one leh :( I got one question ! Why is Glenna sucha genius ?

I'll stand by you , JuinJuin .