@Veins Of Scarlet: To err is human , to forgive divine .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Friday, August 27, 2010

To err is human , to forgive divine .

HELLO !

Supposed to post yesterday , but blogger lagged too much . Anyw , yesterday was rehearsal , SUCK-ED . Took alot of photos in the dance studio though (Y). It is okay if you tell us that our dance is seductive & suggestive IN A RESPECTFUL & NICE MANNER , we can & will accept & try to change . HOWEVER if you tell us that we are trying to promote seductive moves to the audience in a harsh tone , it is unacceptable & i will kill you . That MadamQuek offended us deeply & im super duper pissed . Does no teachers ever appreciate our effort & hardwork put in ? All the blisters , bruises & many attempts to edit the music have gone down the drain alr , ): . Pray hard that things will turn out better .

Anyw , im so excited ! Later going eat chocolate buffet , awesome \m/ . Tmr got to go to school for rehearsal at 9 , argh . Thr goes my beauty sleep . Somemore weekends got tuition marathon . Sian , zzzs . CHOCOLATE BUFFET ! AWESOME ~

LASTLY , IS NUGGET COUNTED AS FAST FOOD ?

Becos we thought you will understand .