How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in ?
How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within ?
How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true ?
How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do .
How could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through .
But really, I just have one question to ask , I just want to know, How could you ?
A true friend wouldn't call you names,
And make you cry.
They'd wipe away your tears,
And lift you up to the sky.
A true friend wouldn't always get mad,
And take everything out on you.
They'd respect you,
In everything you do.
Making me feel worthless
and horrible all the time
Now all i want to do is die
You ask me why do you want to die?
So ill tell you
It's been you all this time
So don’t take that friend for granted
Tomorrow you may be alone
With no one around to help you
And pain like you’ve never known
I hope for your sake
that you see you made a mistake.
Imperfection completes me .
I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.
My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .
My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .
For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .
My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .
For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .