Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

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Hey ! AWESOME \m/ .

Today is a perfect day to nua in class :) HIS can sleep , Homeecons can sleep , SCI can sleep , MrGan like super pissed today , MT the teacher absent , so can sleep . AWESOME \m/ . During MT super best . Glenna & I kept playing a game whrby we will think of 3 boys' name , then one of us is supposed to choose who to shoot , screw & marry . AWESOME ~ . Super funny lah , we super rude also , kept calling the boys fat , HAHAHAHAHA . (Y) .

Anyw , siao ! Victor told us that MsAng said that she might not include us in the performance on Tues ! @#$%*%^!^#%!@$!#~!@#$! Becos our dance too suggestive & seductive . ARGH , so Glenna took the 2nd chair dance off the dance , NOT awesome .


Dear you know who you are , ( Incase you dont , this is for you , LW ) .

You know , the name you used to tag at Glenna's blog really suits you , no joke . You're a loser , & you suck bigbig time . 1stly , who do you think you are , seriously ? You think you have the rights to scold , criticize & judge her ? Hell no . Do you think you have the rights to call her ugly ? NO . Honestly , you go see the mirror lah . See alr ? Now you tell me , whose face looks like it has just been run over by an aeroplane . So what if she's not pretty ( although she is ) , did she go around telling ppl how ugly they look ? Did she self-praise ? No . If someone is pretty but the heart like stone also no use right ? Everyday say this girl so buang , that girl face like disfigured lithat , ownself pretty also no use , bang the wall best . 2ndly , do you think you have the rights to scold her all the nasty vulgarities ? NO . You think your attitude v.nice ah ? Pls lah dey , in school act one beng only , outside like small fry lithat . Want to tio ppl also want call backup , childish -.- Create bigger problem is your forte . No matter who you have your backup as or how good you are at fighting , if in the first place you're in the wrong , you're nothing , let ppl look down on you only . You better know what is your limit hor young man . 3rdly , do you think you have the rights to say that she's irritating & noosey ? NO . Speaking of irritating , you're much more . Ppl also never disturb you leh dey , go spam ppl's blog for what ? F.Y.I , you're not " cool " or " funny " or " brave " leh kid . You're childish , lame , stupid & dont forget irritating . Say what want change for me , rubbish only . So hypocrite , eeeeyer . Stood by in all that you say & do to her , she still can be so magnanimous & tell me its okay , let it be . 你不觉得你做一个男孩子很失败啊? Whr's your sense of guilt & shame ?
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