Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, June 6, 2010

I've always been trying .







Yesterday went out with YunTing ! Aka Rain Stop xD . We went Bugis first , supposedly going thr to buy tees , but end up dont have , sad case . She bought a wallet && one high waist short . After that went to eat . After that , we realised that we have too much time left , so we headed to her house . AWESOMEEEEEEE ~ Something really good really happened thr man , && becos of that , i have to spend $8 plus for taxi fare , Zzz . Went to Panjang later to do MANICURE ~~~ She super funny lah , the lady helped her to on the massage chair , her whole body shaked like nobody's business . HAHAHAHAHA ! So funny that i kept laughing , she give me the face somemore , HAHAHAHA ! After that home sweet home !~

TAGS REPLIED !:)

JuinFai "NEW HOME?! NICE ONE!"
MWJY: YES !

Hazel "HAHAHS . U all are rapists wat ! Bian tai ~ Lol . Wow nice new house(:"
Hazel "OMG !!!! Whn i see the video my heart break D:"
Hazel "Cheer up(: u can do it !"
MWJY: Excuse me , i barely touch you hor , let alone rape you . Should be your broke , past tense lah girl ! Thanks (:

Tu Di "LOL haha alright must not lose! haha jy kay ^^ u at least got back ur r.b."
Tu Di "my teacher i get 17th position in class she also mai rt me th report book . WTH D:"
MWJY: Whats r.b. ? WAA ! 17th ? Thats good :)

weijie "the toilet roll should say "ahahahaha! **** your life!""
MWJY: HAHAHAHA ! Nice imagination , does your toilet roll do that ? Eeee , you ought to be afraid .

Geraldine.T "Relink Please !! (:"
Geraldine.T "Don't be like this babes ! Cheerup kay ! (:"
MWJY: Sure . Thanks honey !

DES :) "Im not going to plan anything bad please =.-"
MWJY: I thought you always have bad thought about me ? XD

Jessica "Awww , that's so sad .."
MWJY: Yeah lo ! Stupid scientists !

Viona. "LOL ,the guinea pig see the snake never run one -.-"
Viona. "Cheerup honey , you have me <: Comfort your mummy okay ,treat her well ."
MWJY: Becos the guinea pig too scared liao mah , just like me lah , i see you i also wont run becos i too scared . HAHAHA ! Okokay , i will . ILY babe .

JuinFai "i shall name you ZilianGirl"
MWJY: Dontw ley :(

JLXY "er where did you get the video?"
MWJY: Youtube . You just type snake can alr .
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