" When i finally can convince myself to believe him , trust him && totally rely on him && treat him like my pillar of strength , he just walked away && let me fall . He knew of my past && yet he treats me this way , this is what i think its the most hurtful thing he did . He was so perfect , like a gift GOD sent from above . Eveybody told me that he was the greatest guy on Earth , he is educated , he is good looking && he is a family man , what is it hat i despise of him ? I trusted that it was GOD's plan && i never want to go against it , hence i gave it a chance . He brought me to a bridal shop && made a beautiful wedding dress for me , we even booked the most famous restaurant for a big gathering on our wedding day && he said he will buy a ring for me . However , when the wedding day drew closer && closer , he lied that his Boss wants him to go overseas to work hence the wedding was cancelled , but at that time , i believed him && his lies . 5months later , he confessed to me that he had a wife . Everything he said was a huge lie . The reason for him to tell me all this was becos his wife found out about me && threatened to come over to my house && confront me , at the same time tell you && your sists how slutty i am , as to steal her husband away from her . I ! had to be treated like a third party && get insulted by her . I ! had to tolerate all her accusations . But all i can say was sorry to her . Few days later , she told me something which destroyed my trust for him . He actually have one divorced wife && two daughters . After much trials && struggles , i accepted them in , but i was treated like shit . He kept lying && lying till today .. && yesterady , he landed the F*** bomb on me , i broke down ... " My mummy said to me .
HE ! is a bloddy fucker . He thinks he has sacrifised alot for this family ? HELL NO . He thinks by spending money on us can make us treat him like a real daddy ? NO ! Who the hell he think he is man .. Though my real daddy never did what he is obliged to , though he wasn't educated as much as he was , though he wasn't as filthy rich as he is , HE NEVER EVER MAKE MY MUMMY CRY UNTIL LITHAT . He think he knows us , he thinks he is always right , he thinks we always give him attitude but did he ever try to figure out why ? BECOS he is A BIG EFFING LIAR ! Define Bloody shit . DO YOU KNOW THE FEELING OF WATCHING MY MUMMY CRY && I CANT DO ANYTHING ? Bloody hell .
So whats the big idea now ? I cant even say out what i feel . Okay lah ! FINE ! Next time i dontw to talk at all . WTF . Little little things only ley . I very sian alr .
Difine disappointment . When you are in a good mood , you'll tell me im the best && praise me like thr's no tmr . When your mood turned likewise , you will say all the meanest stuffs to me && accuse me . You'll always try to give in to me , when you cannot give in alr , you will shoot me with all the things which you've kept inside your heart . This aint unfair . Am i that selfish to you ? Will i make use of you ? That wasn't even what i meant . All i was trying to say is , you are one of the factor in my life that will affect my emotions , im trying to tell you how important && how much you weigh in my life . Budden you took it the wrong way , AGAIN ! Jesus Christ ...
