Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


















HEY ! Long time never post alr , OMG .
Sunday
Went Town with Jiejie , was forced & dragged there . As reluctant as i am , i still have to go . Its like an order you know , lika fed up only . BUT , i had fun with my jiejie , she damn crazy la , WE damn crazy la . We just laugh like nobody's business whenever & wherever we want , like our house lithat , (Y). Bought my bandana ( Might spell wrongly ) , its the band you tie around your forehead , bought 2 ! Then bought one geeky specs , & plenty of affordable clothes ^^. Reached home at around 9:30pm . Straight away rush my F&N coursework when i reach home , haven bathe yet hor , & yet i smell like heaven , hoho . Do until 11:30 , 12plus then sleep . Lika hardworking right ? So rare !

Tuesday
Morning lika cold only ! So many ppl sick except me ! Dhiri super sick :( Cant see him for the entire week , awwww ..
Today got 3test sial ! Siaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo . First test is E-Mathe , super funny , i just do & do & do , idk if my answers are right ornot , no time to check also . LOL . Second test is Chinese , finshed my test in time , Glenna still can sleep sial , BEST (Y). Third test is Physics , I have completely no idea of what the teacher have been teaching , but luckily got Shahabaz to lemme copy a little :) Zhengyi going Australia tonight , siao ! So fortunate la , 5days somemore . Hope he gets robbed , :D




Everyday that goes by it seems like I discover something new about you to love it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life , you touch me in a way no one else ever has and gave me so many reasons to love you , but .
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