@Veins Of Scarlet

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, February 3, 2011

EVERY ROSE HAS IT'S THORNS .

Firstly , HAPPY NEW YEAR , MY AWESOME READERS !
Today woke up at 8:30am , seriously idk wake up so early for what la . Then damn irritating , im always the first to wake up among my sisters . My jiejie will give excuses like " I have to wake up the last . Idk why la , i just have to , this is me . " Then I will like telling her " You dont talk crap la , want to sleep longer just say la . " & I did , everyone in the burst out laughing . HAH !
First day of Chinese NewYear , my whole family wore CheongSum , damn nice okay (Y). Who says it's old-fashion shall gain 5kg . Becso you see , i have to prevent myself from saying all those unlucky words . Omg la , I cannot say di* , bit** , shi* & MANY MORE . Anyway , went to my Grandparents' house , altogether went to 4 grandparents house , dont ask why (: Received like around 13-14 red packets . As usual , i over-indulged myself with sweets ! Hohoho , ^^

P.S. Sorry if the pictures of me are ugly , i also dk why i today so ugly