@Veins Of Scarlet: I wanna be the girl you want .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, November 8, 2010

I wanna be the girl you want .

HEY !

Just came back from tuition , damn . So boring sial , somemore got cramps ! Zzzzs . Tmr got tuition again , tmr tmr also got . Tmr tmr tmr also also got ! Tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr tmr also got ! Waa , im going nuts .

Today met up with Glenna early in the morning to have breakfast , then went to hand in my appeal form . Hope my appeal will be successful !*wink . After that went WM walk around , HAHHA , took pictures in the toliet . Then after that i realised that i spilled coke in my bag , -.- . So stink & sticky lah , that stupid KUKU lah , say want go library , end up also no books to borrow . HAHAH ^^. Now dk why , damn hungry :(