@Veins Of Scarlet: Whatever it takes .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Whatever it takes .

Hello ahsiao (:

YES ! Internet finally can work alr ah ! If not must call the Zhengyi help me again . Wtf , her sist say my email v.stupid -.-

Waasiao , so long never post alr , OMGOMG ! HAH ! Holiday is seriously SOSOSOSOSO broing lah , except that i can sleep late & wake up late (Y). What have i been doing ? TUITIONS ! But my chinese tutor say that im v.good girl horhor , i go everyday ~ . Woo , must work hard for next year alr . Hmm , cant believe im saying that . Appeal result will be out on 25th of November , like no hope lithat . Ah , so sian . If really not successful , i'll be a loner at 3E4 :(

Its really good to know that there is always this someone who will always be there for me & care for me .

GLENNA , I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU !