@Veins Of Scarlet: I thought .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I thought .

Today is an awful day .

Today exams resumed , SCI & ENG paper 2 . English easy like donkeykong lah yawl ! SCI , tsktsk , made alot of mistakes , totally ruined my mood man . Tmr is History , argh ! I haven even read the first page man ... sure get border line marks only , YT sure get flying colours , all she ever studies is History , HAHAHAHAH !. Quite lookinf forward to tmr's Mathe paper , heard that its difficult . I screwed up my SCI , cant afford to do the same for Mathe .
After exams , im going to burn my books !(Y)

Temperaturing rising like mad cow !

I really didn't do it on purpose . Im sorry boy :(