@Veins Of Scarlet: Daddy's little girl .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Daddy's little girl .

‎" Sup Daddy ! Hi Daddy ! Hey dad ! Whatcha doing daddy ? Wanna wash car together dad ? How are you daddykins ! What you want to wat for dinner ? Happy Fathers' day , daddy ! Eh Dad ! Yes daddy ? Daddy poo ! Erm , daddy can you fetch me to school ? Daddy , you look handsome ! Daddy , can i have a hug ? Daddy , mummy scold me . Dad , you forget to take your documents ! Daddy , i help you wear your tie ! Daddy , shall we go for a walk ? Daddy , wanna come for my school's parents' meeting ? Happy birthday daddy ! Daddy , come home early ! Daddy , i passed my test ! Bye daddy , i love you ! " I'll never have a chance to say all this .