Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Etched in my heart .

Universal Studio with Glenna & Desiree !

































We went to USS on 7th of Jan to celebrate my birthday early ! Was damn fun I tell you , my mum helped us to book the tickets the night before , so no need to waste time queuing up . Woke up as early as 9am in the morning , then we ate MAC for breafast as I wqas craving for it <3 . Trained to USS , then we reach about 12:30pm . Glenna was so excited , more excited than I am ! We immediately went to the rollor coaster , the "Cylon" . Glenna couldnt take it , her back ached after the ride , OLD WOMAN ALREADY LEH . :D . We were damn smart , the locker is free only for the first 45mins , we took our stuffs out before the 45mins is up , then we go hre another locker then use for another 45mins , then change again . Which means , we didnt pay a single cents for the locker , DES so smart :) . After the "Cylon" , DES & I went to play "Human" without Glenna , iI was so calmed during the ride , I still can introduce other rides to DES while on the ride . HAHAHAHHAH . After that went to the Mummy section , best of the best . But only played once , due to time constraint . Took alot of pictures , more than those above ! Left the place about 4plus ? Glenna was late to reach home becos of a dinosaur ride , damn cute , sommore the dinosaur she was riding on SPOILT . Tsk , bummer :) . I had a great time with the girls , <3 .

Zhengyi's BBQ .


After USs , went over to Zhengyi's house for BBQ . At first I was a little bored , watched tv with his cantonese speaking grandmother , so cute ^^. His cousins were hilarious , they all looked so alike , so scary ! Stayed in the Pool room , his cousins started singing , knn , DAMN CUTE . I LIKE . Then watched them play pool . Mummy came to fetch me around 9plus . ENJOYED .

Family time !






Ate Curry Fish Head for dinner with my family at YMCA ! CASS made a commercial on the restaurant , it was hilarious :D . My mum & my step father damn cute eh , they surprise me with a small brownie , I love it ^^

1st & the BEST surprise on 9th Jan .









WAA I TELL YOU , this is the best surprise of my life . After school , Glenna had to go for a test , so DES , Dhiri & I waited for her at the canteen . Was quite pissed with Zhengyi becos I thought he went home already becos he say he is going for hs friend's birthday party . So I keep rant & complain to DES , HA ! After that when Glenna is done , we alk to WM together . Then whilw we were walking pass the basketball court , Dhiri suddenly ask me to accompany him buy bubble tea . At first I thought the surprise was at the bubble tea shop there , then suddenly I saw Sam walking out from the shelter , then i saw alot of ppl crowding at the shelter . TADAAAAAAA , then i know already :D . What surprised me was that CASS & zhengyi were there together , holding my birthday cake ! AHHHHHH , almost burst into tears ! YAY . You know which part of the surprise really makes me happy ? It is the part where all my priorites were finally together , celebrating my birthday for me . My fantastic 4s & my best buddies . :)

Swensens with my favorite buddies & girlfriends .









After the splendid surprise , Glenna , DES , Dhiri , WeiChen , Sam , Narinpal , JiaLei & went to have Swensens ! Sam & Narinpal bought Ferraro Rocher for me ! Eat very happily . Then after that Desiree & Dhiri & Glenna went home wth me , so good to me . Bueytahan already !

2nd surprise


Supposedly , I was having dinner with CASS at night at BPP . Then when we were in the lift going down , she suddenly say that my leg is dirty , then she push me in the center while she helped me clean . THEN SUDDENLY , I saw zhengyi standing outside the lift with a card/poster . WAAPIANG , I got a shock of my life ! My reaction was "Oh fuck !" , HAHAHAHAHAHAH ! Then after that I saw CASS/s taufiq appearing . I WAS SO SHOCKED . & then we went Holland Village to have our dinner together :) .

Conclusion is , IM REALLY HAPPY ON MY BIRTDHDAY ! TRULY HAPPY , & it is becos of those ppl who plan my birthday for me . It was perfect , everything was perfect . I couldnt ask for more (: . Special thanks to Zhengyi & CASS ( My sister ) for spending the entire day planning my birthday , must be so tiring . & not forgetting Dhiri , Desiree , Glenna , Sam , Narinpal , Weichen , Jialei , Taufiq & everybody whom wished me . THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH ! :D

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