@Veins Of Scarlet: Sheer Agony .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Sheer Agony .

HI ! Long time never update already ! OMG . Well , as you loyal readers should know , last 2 weeks , shit happened . & well , I have been really devastated . Infact , im still devastated , but better :D .
K , so anyway . GOOD WEEK ! The Cirque has been chosen to perform with the NA malay boys to perform for National Day , *screams* SO EXCITED . We have been practising like damn damn hard alright . everything is going quite well , & in exactly 2weeks , WE ARE GOING TO BE UP ON STAGE , DOING OUR THANG YO ! (Y). So do look out for us !(:

Why are you drifting away ? Pls , I need you with me .