@Veins Of Scarlet

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Friday, July 15, 2011

Hi awesome ppl ! Today is a happy day , I love my friends :D . This past few days , I have been really down & really affected by ppl with no manners but now I feel really good ! Becos it's good to know that I have my friends with me no matter what .
Special thanks to: Glenna , Desiree , Dhiri , Marcus , Cheryl , Bryan , MrChen , Kunthavi , Lincoln & my dearest sister , Cassandra .
& not forgetting: Jessica , Amanda , Brandon , Sam , Narinpal , HaiYang JingYi , ChengHao , Melissa Poh , Rose , Sean , Alfred , Michelle & Renee .

&&&& FYI , I didnt private my blog becos I'm a coward . I private becos I don't feel like letting you pork faces see it . But since you girls like to stalk my blog so much , I shall unprivate it . Happy ? No thanks , you are welcome . & yes , I'm right , Glenna & Desiree are my true friends , unlike you :D