@Veins Of Scarlet

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Friday, January 14, 2011

Wrong Choices

I always try my hardest to look like that:

But actually , im like that:

Hi suckers (:
Suckers mean good ppl okay . Today got volleyball , (Y). But never train at all , busy playing around & selecting new sec 1s members . All got potential la , i like (Y). Got one sec 1 girl damn cute sial , so small size & cute . & i realise that all the volleyball-ers were once from a dance CCA , WAA ! Ppl like Devaki , Hanisah & Athirah . & myself too . Waa , how awesome is that right ?. Competition is next monday !!!!! After training , sat at the canteen to wait for Glenna & conincidently saw Dhiri , so waited for him too . While waiting , i played the school piano for the first time ! The tune a little bit off lithat , DES is a good teacher & imma fast slowest fast learner ! (:

After that , when to eat Ice-Cream , hoho . Im the happiest girl in the world whenever im eating Ice-Cream ^^ Then went home with Dhiri , OMG ! God bless man , NO TRAFFIC JAM ! *Shockest face ever*