Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Desiree is the best . ( Only for yesterday )


































HEY !
Yesterday was DES's birthday . Planned a small surprise for her ! Met up with her with YT & Dhiri then go causeway together . Talk alot in the MRT , HAH ! YT kept making fun of Dhiri , say he talk no sense , thats true though :) .

After that reach Ajisen alr , DES saw Glenna , SHE SCREAMED lika mad girl ! Hoho , that proves that our surprise worked ! Sam , Narinpal , JiaLei , Haiyang also at there alr :) . We wook freaking long to order the food , Glenna's pissed ! HAH ! The bill was HORRIFYING ! $103.11 . * faint . Lesson learnt: Never eat Ajisen with so many ppl . After that went arcade , play carcar :). DES super man , she win JiaLei ! Then YT also played DDR , awhile only then go see " RED " . I tell you , the theatre super cold one leh , will die inside . Dhiri & DES at thr cat fight during the movie , i sit in the middle damn poorthing lah , horhor ?.

After movie alr , dk whr to go . At the escalator thr discuss . One say want go yew tee , one say want go east coast , one say one go sam's house , one say one go DES's house , one say want go play basketball , pne say want go Lot1 , I say want go WM . SO , all go WM , (Y). Left , DES , Me , Dhiri & Sam . Go arcade playplay awhile , then took neoprint . OMG ! So nan de lah ! Siaosiao , must forever rmb alr :).

Reach home at 9pm .