Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Finally .



If im that kid over thr , im going to scream like shit & pray super hard .


Zhengyi: Are you listening to what i say ?
Melissa: Yeah , ofcos !
Zhengyi: Okay , tell me what i say .
Melissa: Can you pls repeat ?


Desiree: I always success in watching NC16 movies with my mummy :)
Glenna: Huh , what you wear ? V.matured right ?
Desiree: No lah , i never wear anything .
Melissa: No wonder they think that you're 16 !


EPIC RIGHT ?! HAHAHAHAHAHA .
Anyw , today is the last day of school , (N). Everybody never cry , hoho , thats good news . Today , early in the morning got Use Your hands Campaign . Waa , first time i really participated man & i also realised how dirty my class is , LOL . & ! I still haven found my library book , DIE . I haven pay my fine too , dk if can get back report book ornot leh :(. Dont get back also good ah , Laughs . Results sucked , level position sucked more . Pls pls pls , i wanna go double SCI . I pormise i will work extra hard , i promise promise .
Im gonna miss 2E2 . Gosh , feel so emotional right now .. 2E2 , I(L)YOU ! (Y).

After school , went to catch a movie with DES & Dhiri . Watched The child's eye again . HAH ! this time find it so boring , HAH ! Dhiri enjoyed himself though . LOL . & THE CONTACT LENS COME ALR , OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ! SO HAPPY ! SPECIAL THANKS TO : ZhengYi , YunTing , Desiree & Glenna for making this possible . OMG , THE CONTACT LENS COME ALR ! I swear i said this more than 30times . TOO EXCITED ALR .

Sigh , tmr is parent's meeting day . My form teacher surely will emphasize on my CCA . Somemore my results suck until ttm alr . Mr Tan defnitely will call me to change CCA , which my mummy will also force me into it . But i dontw , i promise pormise , i will never skip Volleyball for some stupid reasons , starting next year . :)


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