@Veins Of Scarlet: Just when i thought everything was okay .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, September 6, 2010

Just when i thought everything was okay .

Hi lovelies .

Hols is here pepo ! Yesterday's tuition ended surprisingly fast ! Maybe GOd saw my hardwork & all , he decided to make the time go faster (Y). Anyw , after the tuition , went to WestCoast Plaza to cut my fringe & eat dinner . Saw my real daddy <3 , awesomeness . & he is super cute okay ! My mummy told me that when he saw her , he said " Whats up ! How are you ? * brother handshake * " . Then my daddy give my mummy his number , HAHAHA ! Then when my step-father know alr , he super jealous ! Becos i keep saying my daddy is handsome , loser much . HAHAHAH (Y)

Anyw , sad case . For this September hols , i got tuition EVERYDAY !

Monday - Chinese
Tuesday - Chinese
Wednesday - Chinese
Thursday - Chinese
Friday - Science & Mathe
Saturday - Chinese
Sunday - Science & Mathe .

Awww , there goes my 1week of rest :(