Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I am awesome , you suck (:



Hello living things ~

Okay , im a fat girl with a screwed face :(. I suddenly have alot of questions appearing in my mind . Why am i so fat ? Why do i have a chubby face ? Why do i have such short legs ? Why do i have pimples ? Why is my hair so flat ? Why are my arms so fleshy ? Why am i so short !!!!. If you realise , all the questions are regarding me , LOL . Eeeyer , I WANNA BE SLIM ! Dammit ! I can everyday stomach pain ah , just let me be slim ! I really feel sad for those ppl who have to listen to all my rants man . Especially DES , Glenna & Zhengyi , every now & then i will ask them if im fat ornot , & at the same time complaining that im hungry . If you're wondering why your name is not here but you did put up with my complaints regarding my freaking fats , oh ppl , they've heard MORE than you ppl . I wonder what are their ears made of seriously , xD.

Okay , anyw , school is boring , blabla ~. HOHO , managed to finsh up my Art project ! Credits to Glenna & Jessica , they helped me like super alot lah hor hor . & i realised something , none of my chinese teachers in my entire life can pronounce my chinese name correctly , wth , sad case ah ~~.

After school , stayed back in school to do homework , i tell you , everytime we stay back , we will spend 3/4 of our time laughing like crazy bitches -.- . Glenna & DES always argue over stupid stuffs , ALWAYS ! zzzzs , luckily YT go meet boyf ah , if not ah , she also have to tolerate what i have been tolerating man . HOHO , but i enjoy though , seeing them arguing like some aunties at the market , (Y). Then around 4plus , went to meet my lovely Michelle , her boyf & Jessica , & that extra zhengyi , hahahahah , loser . Anyw , Jessica brought her dog along , scared the shit outta me lah , !@$#%^(O$^&Y$@%$~@$#~! It smelled my phone & Glenna say it wanted to pee on my bag , -.- . 5plus lithat walk with DES to the interc , talk talk , then saw Hazel & SiewMun ! Love them like shit man ! :)
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