@Veins Of Scarlet: Flabbergasted :O

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Flabbergasted :O

*** I never put make up or wear contact lenses in those photographs . Awesome ?

Hey ppl ! Faster congratulate me ! From tmr today onwards , i have no more chinese tuition ! (Y). Now i feel like the happiest girl . Anyw , today's EL paper 1 was a piece of cake man , i memorized a compositio & just copied & paste into the today's exam , ofcos i added alot more chim phrases & edited the story a little ! Wooo !
Tmr is MotherTongue paper yawl ! Wish me luck aye !

& after school , Glenna came over my house to study . Then when we were about to leave my house . 2 super asshole thing happened . I got molested in the 7-11 . & some bangala , tried to flirt with me & asked for my number , eeew . I didn't eeew becos he is a bangala hor , i eeew becos he is OLDDDDDDD . He even got into the same bus as Glenna , of all the seats , he chose to sit beside her , omg , so scary :(