Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

As i run to catch up .




HELLO FELLOW AWESOMES !! Siao , now im super hyper ! Lynn decided to join us for the dance performance on teachers' day ! Yesterday was our first practice , so today is the second , but it seems like we have been dancing for weeks lithat . Hoho , super excited lah ppl ! Now the thing we worry most is that we dont get into the audition , then all our efforts will be wasted . Awww .. GOD bless ! Dk when's the audition , but Clarence said hat it might be next week . We are short of time , shit lo . Today went over to Jessica's house to practise , at Regents Height . Eh siao , the condo v.nice lah ! Got water slide somemore , keke .

Practise & practise for afew hours . Then some of us started to have headache , due to the super sunny weather & the sun was like directly glaring at us ! Really very fedup with myself lah , zzzs . Cant seem to get some of the moves right , argh !

After that , Lynn & DES went back first . Glenna & I nua at the swimming pool area . Then she suddenly rmbed that she haven buy birthday present for her mummy . Hence , we call Zhengyi if he has any birthday cards , & he has ! . Super funny , becos too many open windows alr , so we call him to stick his hand out . Then Glenna & I kept looking up high , but dont have. Then Zhengyi say: " Eh , not so high lah , third floor only -.- " Waaaa , i laugh like crazy ! We were so lazy to go up , we even ask him to just throw the card down , epic . He super lazy also lo , call him come down he dontw , so we went up . His hair was super messy , & i barged into his house ! HAHAHAHA ! He has a bearbear closet , OMG . & his bed is super small -.- Then after that borrow money from him to take taxi , hoho . Siao lah , taxi fare so expensive , $9.45 ley ! @#$%^&*^%$#@ . Cheat my money !

OHOH ! Lemme introduce the awesome dancers with you all :)
FIRST: GLENNA
SECOND: LYNN
THIRD: DESIREE
FORTH: JESSICA .
A round of applause pls ! * clapclap !