@Veins Of Scarlet: My new house

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, May 23, 2010

My new house

LET ME HEAR YOU SAY HEY HEYHEY HEY ! Zzzz . Call me lame , but still , im this hyper , so too bad . WHY am i so hyped ? BECOS , i saw my new house , waalu , super nice can . Awww .. Its not a condo , terrace nor a flat , it is a " Executive Mansionate " Hoho , sounds so solid , dk if got spell correctly ornot . Will move thr around wednesday , byebye southhaven hello sunsetway ! Its located between clementi && BukitTimah . Mummy say maybe she will bring me to school every morning , hooray ! Or i will take 61 && walk to school with bearbear .

Today is a happy day . My mummy bought alot of things for me . Watched Shrek 4 ! I didn't laugh through out but the whole audience was laughing . I cried at the end , but the audience find it funny , HAHA ? After the movie , fly back home && danced , HOHO ! :)