Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Because i hate your face .




PEEKA BOO ! Finally ! Its over ! I was so nervous for the past few days regarding the parents' meeting && im really glad that its over . My mummy isn't mad at all lah ! Im so glad man . We started off smoothly , we chitchat in the car . Then when we reach school , i was super tensed . When MGL showed my mummy my results , my heart like going to fly out alr . Talk talk awhile , then BOOM ! Finish :)Must also thanks MGL lah , she praised me infront of my mummy , AWWW . Just super relief now . Ahhhh .. Holiday is here , everybody !


TAGS REPLIED !(:

Jaslyn. TJH: HAHAHHA ! MELISSAA BABBEEEYYYY!
MWJY: LOL ! JIAHUI SWEETHEART ! For a moment , i thought i was a lesbian , -.-

Hazel: Haha . Awww melissa so nice . Ya the shirt bought from fareast one ! I saw . Hehe(:
MWJY: You better buy a tighter skirt , if not the rapists are going to rape you very easily :)

wei jie: singapore is receiving alienation
MWJY: :O YOU ?

Lincoln: Tagged
Lincoln: She deserve it, i've tolerated already
MWJY: But still , you were a little too harsh .

DES :): EhEhEh , I got reason to not throw your lanyard one hor . Your lanlard is attached to your phone , please =.- I alr very good to not throw your
DES :): lanyard lo , if not your phone would be on th floor by then
MWJY: You sounded so good , something's wrong -.-

manyi: yo i'm back haha!!!
manyi: lolx.. haha smile
MWJY: Ahyoo , dont so emo lah babe ! Smile as hard as you can !

Tudi: Just continueing persevering, if u decided to persevere why wont u want to persevere till th end? if u giv up now, u lost th game..
Tudi: Including me right?! HAHAHA whee. LOL zhengyi =\ zhenyi =P
MWJY: Ahya , ShiFu will never lose a game one lah , okay ? :)

JeMae: Dun even think about comitting suicide . I think i got worse marks than you anyway xD .
Jessica: I know how you feel . At least you passed you know .. most of your subjects .
MWJY: Its not just about passing , Jessica . Life aint that easy .

Melissa :D: Hey babe ;D Long time nvr come yr blog . Due to examinations >< Ps uhhs . Anyway , you still remember me right ? and oh . link me up ahh (:
Melissa :D: link is link (: And i need yr email ;D Tag <3
MWJY: Sure . m_languished@hotmail.sg .

amanda: you ugly my foot uhhs! CHIOBU!
MWJY: Not so good looking until i can be called a chiobu lah ><

Hui Kheng: hey babe! link me!
MWJY: SURE ^^

Hanisah: Haha. glad that you know me very well. anw, sorry abt tht. And yes, i love you very much heh.
Hanisah: hey sexy! relink me. sorry for th trouble
MWJY: HOHOHOHO , Sureeee :)

Geraldine.T: HEYHEY ! You sound so angry in your posts ! ;(
MWJY: Becos i am ?

JuinFai: bo leh where got linked.
MWJY: Wu lah !

Cindy: Hhahah ! I like your last post manzxz ! & totally agree (: Lols !
MWJY: Im speaking the truth :)

pass by only: Oh ok still happy
MWJY: THANKS .

qiqi: tagg... cheer up luhh. dun sad2 hor, later not cute.
MWJY: You also ah ! :)

zy: how can you spell my name wrongly?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
zy: Y AM I A CRAZY ASS???
MWJY: Sorry lah >< BECOS YOU ARE !

STELLA.: Eee. Why so sad ): must cheer up okay!
MWJY: OKAY ! :)

Stef.: Taggged.(:
MWJY: Hello !

Aishah: Hello! Here's ur tag back! (:
MWJY: THANKS ! ^^
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