@Veins Of Scarlet: Nice girls finish last (:

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Nice girls finish last (:

Hahahhaahhaa . I have the best older sister ever man . She just counseled me & I feel so much better & stronger . Come on , what am I thinking ?! Sad over two ppl who don't appreciate me ? Oh pls , so foolish . Want to hurt me ? Call me a slut ? CAN , I LIKE (Y) . I slut you princess la happy ? You should feel honored though , you are the first to scold me slut . Congratulation princess ! Oh wait , are you sure you can qualify for princess ? Hahahahha , opps ~ . Whatever stories you wanna tell ppl , I dont care leh . Talk about me all you want babe , becos imma hot topic , hotter than you .(: Still though , I feel sorry for you . You need attention so much ? Sigh , it okay . The bible says to forgive (: Alright , waste enough tears & blood already . It's time to spend my time on things worth spending time on . It has been nice knowing both of you . Becareful though , karma will get you both ^^ Dont bother to scold me back or whatever la okay ? I dont really bother so you are just making a fool out of yourself . & dear sewyunting , you are just too much of a backstabber to have any real friends . K bye ! :D