@Veins Of Scarlet: After all we've been through .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

After all we've been through .

Today no school & i was teling DES that i must sleep until shiok . BUT , you know what time i wake up ? 8:00 am ! WTF , damn wasted sial , zzzs . Camewhored a little with my younger sist , erm f.y.i , she dont always look so silly , (Y).

ANYW , becos of the fact that i posted unglam pictures of DES , though i find them NOT UNGLAM at all , i have to dedicate a post for her . Sheesh , HAH ! Joking ^^ So here goes , smelly :) ...

BOOO !

Finally reach !

You see that girl thr ? Now thats my one & only , & the kuku-est , DesireeGohYiZhen .
HAH ! In your face ! Ohya , i forgot , dedications are supposed to be NICE , oh okay ^^. So , this old lady here is the kuku-est . THE END ^^

OMG , im so nice (Y).