@Veins Of Scarlet: Meaningless .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Meaningless .

Hey sexys .

Camwhored alot with DES today after school . At whr ? FKC -.- . I think the ppl eating there thought we siaozharbo only , we laugh so loud , & the DES keep doing kuku face , LOL ! V.fun kay ! Totally distracted me from my disastrous results .
Look at the 8th picture , can see a hand ? Yeah , that DES's . She purposely pull my shirt open , PERVERTIC OR WHAT ?

Anyw , today had streaming exercise , ah . DOUBLE SCIENCE ! I WANT DOUBLE SCIENCE ! RAWR . For Glenna & DES , sure no problem one lo , their Science so good , mine leh ? Suck like shit only ,zzzs . I'll work super hard if im promoted to Double Science , pls pls pls , * act cute face .

Whole day so sian in school , i sit at the back happily texting & watching movie from my itouch . Apparently the teachers are either blind or too kind . I LIKE (Y). Watcted Jennifer's Body , waa , abit sian alr .. Then during IPW , LYnn , Glenna & I at the back invent dance moves , aww , aren't we awesome ? YES . I know right xD

TMR NO SCHOOL , (Y).