@Veins Of Scarlet: What is bee with itch ?

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, July 12, 2010

What is bee with itch ?

Today we had P.E. , first lesson of P.E in this term . V.fun , played Volleyball . MrTan call me to play with him to show the class sial , im so flattered man . Played with YT , HAHAHA . Her head almost kena hit by ball , & when we both hit he ball right , so accurately , the ball went into the basket . Pros coming through ~ HAHA .
Quite excited , tmr going HBP with Glenna darl .:)

SewYunTing , I know you care about me . If you didn't care about me , you wouldn't try to wake me up form my foolish dream . I guess i overlooked that . & im really sorry . Maybe i changed into someone i dont recognise myself , but i didn't mean it . I thought that by changing , i will gain more respect . But it seems that , im pissing you off . But im still me . Whenever i tried to give attitude , i know its not right . But i really crave for respect so much , i didn't care . Im sorry . No matter what happens , i will always be by your side , be it the old Melissa or new Melissa . Just ring my cell , & i'll be thr .