♥ SewYunTing ,
Since you think i changed , i shall tell you why i changed . In the past , i always think that friends are the most important part of me . & as you can see , i treat you like my precious . I always tried to be thr for you & give in to you . In the beginning , i felt like i was obliged to treat you like a princess & i was pretty alright with that . Budden months after months , i realised its getting nowhere . Sometimes i find myself crying to myself , why am i so tired . I put in my heart & soul into treating you well , haven't i ? I've always been biased towards you , ALL of us . Still , you cant feel the love & hard work we've put in ? When i was biased towards Aqilah , you were angry , so now when i realised that i was biased towards you & start to go for a change , you say that i no longer care about you like the past ? OH man , tell me what should i do ? From the beginning of this year & the end of last year , i've been walking with you to school rain or shine . I didn't complain a word . I wasn't obliged to do that you know , i did that becos i cared about you . But after the June hols , i stopped working so hard . Beocs whatever im doing for you , has gone down the drain . I cant see any form of your appreciation at all . Its like you're taking me for granted . My attitude sucks ? What about yours ? Apart from my straight forward-ness , which part of my attitude suck ? The fact that i pity ppl too much ? Nope . That doesn't affect you any bit at all , so it doesn't count . Frankly speaking , you think you are not straightforward meh ? You are much more straightforward than me , its just that you havent found a chance to be straightforward to me yet . You called me a slut & you say you hate me . Do i do that to you ? No matter how angry i am with you , i will never call you a slut & tell everyb about it . Ask your conscious lah , now i never give in to you meh ? Every morning i wake up 5:30am just so that i can walk to school with you . Sometimes when Dhiri but sweets for me , i give you the whole stick . You know how much sweet means to me . After school , sometimes im alr half dead , i still accompany you to eat . Well , thr's also cases whrby im too tired . You said that you were lazy to tag , but how come you can tag HuiZhen's blog ley ? I thought you said that you were lazy ? You said that you will never pangseh us , but when we watch Eclipse , what did you do ? You always think that you are right , you song you do , you bueh song , you dont do . When you see how sad my blog post is , did you care to comfort me ? Have you ever tried giving in to me ? Have you tried asking me what i need ? Have you tried bothering about how i feel when you call me a slut ?
All you know is that you are sad & angry . What about me ? You only know how to say how bad i've changed to , then you ley ? Have you thought about how i've been tolerating you & givin in to you ? You once told me that im too kind to ppl alr , yupp . & you say that i should change & have more attitude . Treat you too good can , treat other ppl too good cannot hor ?
Im seriously v.confused man .. What else do you expect from me ? I love this friendship between us , & i always tell myself i can save this friendship when i feel like giving up sometimes . You are still super precious & important to me . Everyb can see that , why cant you ?
Text me when you see this .
