@Veins Of Scarlet: Injustice

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Injustice

( Click play && wait for a min . )

I AM VERY ANGRY ! I AM VERY ANGRY WITH THOSE PPL WHO TAKE CUTE , SMALL && HELPLESS ANIMAL AS GUINEA PIS ! Those innocent animals also have family && a life one ley , how can those ppl just use them && decided their fate for them ! HUH ! YOU TELL ME ! Got bigger brains so what , their heart so cruel ! They witnessed the cute animals' death . They seperate them with their family && kill them for some stupid experiments . FOR WHAT ? Money ? Eat shit lah . Who dk Snake likes to eat animals , is thr a need to prove it to us ?! If i feed those ppl to the Snakes for some disgusting experiments , they will surely beg me to stop like thr's no tmr . Then what about those animals whom they sacrifised for some video ? They want to cry but nobody can see their tears . They have to be seperated from their boyfs/girlfs && family . How can ppl get so cruel nowadays ..