@Veins Of Scarlet: Happy fucker's day . * wink

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, June 21, 2010

Happy fucker's day . * wink

Imma retarded lazy pig kinda girl , * wink . I think im gaining weight , ARGH ! I ate ice-cream three times last week && i kept eating fries . Sure gain weight like crazy one lah , :( . Anyw , i watched another two movies , Toy story 3 && Nanny Macphee . I've never liked Toy Story , so i almost slept in the theatre , but Nanny Macphee is a SUPER nice show . This Thursday im going out again people ~ Hoho . But haven confirm if i can go YET . So little things to talk about . Blabla . School is starting soon ! WOOOO :)