Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Friday, August 5, 2011

痛得想哭，却傻傻地笑。


HELLO ! IM RANDOMLY BLOGGING AGAIN :D.
Today is a weird day , I feel like all the teachers are PMS-ing today . First is Mrschia , then MrChan , then MrsKalai . HAHHAHAHA . Or maybe , 3E4 is just so mischevious , I LIKE (Y) . Anyway , this morning went to school with Cheryl sweetheart ! Waaa , she walk like pig leh , walk damn slow only ! I from 6:15am wait until 6:35am she still walking , world's piggiest award goes to her , HA ! Reached school just on time .

First period , P.E. , merged with 3E2 . I think I enjoy P.E more with 3E2 than 3E3 , DES dont jelaous ah , I still love you xD I think i have never enjoyed P.E so much la ! Starting of the period , the girls were asked to run around the field . Im like whinning & whinning the whole time , hahah ! Like this " Ahhhhhhh "& "RAWWWR ". but reluctantly , Glenna & I still ran , AWWW , good girls ^^ , so we only need to run once . Its so funny to watch other ppl run , thats when you will see the unglam side of them . LOL , fringe center parting , hair covering the face & boobs bouncing vigourously , ITS JUST SO FUNNY MAN ! MelissaPoh , Glenna , Jessica & I started laughing like mad when we saw those unglam moments , hahhahhaahha , MEAN rght !. Then the 4 of us , along with Amelia formed a geoup to play frisbee . FUN ! I laughed alot man , I SWEAR . MelissaPoh's aiming damn fail , she wanted to aim front , but the frisbee flew to Jessica instead , HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ! I really enjoyed myself .(:

After school , have to go home . But the best thing is , GLENNA came home with me ! :D. We watched a horrow movie , ate & talked . She damn cute can , AHHAHAHAH . OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ! 3more days to our performance ! Everybody keeps thinking that we are performing for Teachers'day , no hor ! Is National Day , I LOVE SINGAPORE :D .
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