Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Tuesday, March 1, 2011



(Here is a nice picture of Spongebob for you !)

Hi Mr Chen ! I promised you a dedication so here it is ^^

Firstly , I think your lessons are so awesome ! :D. I like the way you conduct your lessons , computer lab ! I rmb the first week of school , you brought us to the lab for lessons just becos you want us to open up & talk more , that is seriously very surprising becos all the rest of the teachers will do anything to shut our mouths , so from then on , I think you are awesome :D . Secondly , I like how you respect us as your students . You didn't make me feel like you are treating us as someone younger than you , you make me feel like you are treating us as friends whom need your help . You always try your best not to scream at us or even if you did , you will smile immediately after you scream , damn cute . Most importantly , you will never threaten us by saying you will bring us down to see Mr Vasu if we misbehave . Thirdly , I like how you always try your best . Few weeks back , few days before our common test , you were sick & you literally lost your voice . I thought you will not conduct remedial for us but you turned up in the end . You always have other alternatives if we do not understand your teachings & you won't mind to repeat your explanations over & over again just to make us understand . & sometimes even knowing that we cheat during our quiz , you just laugh it off . Even if our results didn't turn out well , you didn't reprimand us or look down on us . Instead you encouraged us .
In conclusion , I just want you to know that all your hardwork is appreciated , at least by me ! Lastly , YOU ARE AWESOME LIKE ME ! :D
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