@Veins Of Scarlet: Days are harder to get by .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Days are harder to get by .

OMG , took so freaking to post those photos up , GAWD .
Anyw , SUP !. Yesterday went out with my Glenna , to Bugis . Had fun & we laughed alot can . Seriously , going out with her makes me feel lika freaking dumb blonde , which means PLAIN DUMB & low IQ . But the truth is , we are equally stupid *winkwink . Headed to BugisStreet first , no ppl one leh there ! Best eh , super surprising . Walk walk , then Glenna bought 1grey knit shirt , I bought 1 hoodie , 1 black shirt thing & 1 crucifix ring , (Y). && ! We saw this opaque & glossy backpacks ! OMG , I HAVE TO HAVE 1 OF THOSE , midnight blue or red , MAD CHIO CAN !. Apaarently , I alr have one transparent one , zzz , zhordeng . HENCE , I have to sell it awayyyyyyyyyyy asap . After that went to eat & talked about our dreams , BEST LA , laugh like no tmr . Then walked to Illuma , we first thought it was Ion , HAHA , then we also took pictures , so little pitures , *stares at Glenna* . Then went BugisJunction to walk again . WAA , keep walking hor . OMGOMGOMG ! Glenna brought me to musucal box thingy , waasiao , damn nice ! Nicest thing ever . I WANT THEM !!!!!! Like seriously , they remind me of my lost childhood . I WANT THEM ! RAWWWWWWR . After that , took MRT home . Glenna damn mean la , she keep making fun of those ppl sitting opposite us , best (Y).

Somethings are not meant to be forgotten .