@Veins Of Scarlet

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Sunday, February 27, 2011

IM GONNA BE STRONG FOR ONCE .

HEYHEY YOUYOU ! Went out with Glenna today ! Had so much fun ! Basically we did nothing , just eat & take photos & walk walk around Lot 1 . What a boring place , zzzs . Ate Ajisen for lunch , then went to camwhore . Damn stupid sial you know , I thought i charged my camera but then i didn't -.- If not we can take more photos lo , fed up sial . Then after that sat at the foodcourt while Glenna ate again . Talk damn long , we sat there for like 1hour lithat . HAH ! Then after that went Popular to buy materials for f&n project . DAMN FUNNY ! We walked around the CD area then we saw alot of funny funny song album , with weird pictures . WE LAUGH LIKE MAD . Then we made fun of their hair & stuffs . DAMN CUTE SIAL . Then after that went Watson bought Chocolate , hohohoho ^^
Miss the camp , its like a place where i could be so free , anti-stress & i can do whatever i want , no need to please anybody .

Glenna , Desiree & Zhengyi , My pillar of strength ♥