" Promise me . That’s all I want . Just a promise that you will never forget me . Tell me I changed you somehow . Let me know I had an impact on your life .
Promise me that you’ll always remember me . Please . Losing you was hard enough , but I don’t want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you . "
Dear Crush ,
I've always wonder why is it call " Crush " but now i know . Becos your crushes crush you . Its like giving my heart to you to have it smashed . Maybe you shouldn't be classified under the term " Crush " , becos you are way more than just my crush . You were once my motivation , inspiration , hope & the only pillar of strength . You are inportant to me , very important . But i guess im just a grain of sand in your life; or worst , nothing . Either i took you too seriously or you just dont bother about my existence . The memories are worth the pain , just like how you are worth my tears . If you were in my shoes for two seconds , you would feel what it's like to be me . You would feel what it's like to think of you always , & to be totally in love with you . After those two seconds you'd have no choice but to feel the same . On the other hand , if I were in your shoes for two seconds , I'd know how much you like her and how much you don't feel the same for me . I wish for nothing , i just wish that you will be happier , even if it means i have to pretend that i no longer have feelings for you . If you loved me the way I love you , I’d let you hurt me just so you would be happy .
With Love ,
Melissa .
