@Veins Of Scarlet: You've changed .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Saturday, December 4, 2010

You've changed .

HEY ! Yesterday lika fun only (Y). Did C.I.P with Dhiri , Sam & Glenna . Early early reach then sat at the playground there . Took photos with my favouites again ! When i take photo with Adrain , he kept sticking his cheeks to mine ^^ , eee , i like :). Then all the kids called Dhiri " AliKorkor " Cute ttm . The Sam super epic also , his hair lika keep standing , then he kept pressing his hair .
During the break , we bought cup noodle & ate at the playground , so romantic hor Glenna ? After eating , started playing . HAH ! Glenna poured green tea on Dhiri ! LOL ! TWICE , (Y). Dhiri fell :( , into the drain . So poorthing lah , bleeding somemore , lika painful only . After that played with the kids again then went home . We all walked in the rain , HAH ! MSGD , hoho (:

You make me look lika fool . What ? Say nice stuffs to me when you are happy & then ignore me when you have somebody else to entertain you ? Who are you ?! You tell me how many promises you made & how many times you broke them . You kept none of your promises , i feel so disappointed . You know next time if you know you cant keep up to your promises , DONT MAKE THEM . Thanks !