You dk anything , so dont pretend like you do can . You think you're some love experts ? You cant even deal with your own , so dont poke your nose into mine . You dont even know how i feel lah hello . Why must everything about gaining ? But seriously , you call that long ? Then the others how ? ROT alr . You think falling in love is easy ? You think forgetting someone is easy ? Think again . I have my problems to deal with , & i have my own difficulties . In this world , there's other people too , incase you're not aware . He aint the only one giving in , he aint the only one feeling upset , he aint the only one trying to please somebody & he aint the only one loving someone dearly okay ?!. Please do rmb the fact that in the first place , even before he confess his love , i alr make myself clear that my heart has been taken , & that if he wishes to continue , he has to bear with it . Dont you think that he should respect me & my feelings too ?! Stop thinking that becos he 's the one liking , i have to take his complaints & unhappiness , although i did . But that doesn't mean my tolerence level is limitless aye ? I tried to do my part , i tried to do whatever i can to make him feel happy . But ask yourself , did you ever appreciates it ? Pls use your heart , not your eyes . & pls , dont think idk , you only treat me lika substitude . You only text me when you need me , tsktsk . You love me , heart shape here heart shape there , yeah . THATS BULLSHIT .
I may have made alot of mistakes , but i tried to change & apologise . I tried to stand in your shoes , but did you ever ? Tsk .
P.S.Pls dont try to assume who am i referring to . & if you think im referring to you , thats your problem . I dont have to explain anything . The problem dont lies with me , it is your self-conscience that you are having problems dealing with .
Imperfection completes me .
I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.
My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .
My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .
For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .
My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .
For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .