@Veins Of Scarlet: Forever ? Tsk .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Friday, October 8, 2010

Forever ? Tsk .

Hey ppl , just call me sexy (:

HAHAH , im so screwed up & im oh so happy about it suckers ! Im so angry right now you know suckers . Some shit face girl just tried to badmouth about me & im oh so angry :). Hoho , who can sense my angryness :). That girl is just so jealous , nothing do to & plain dumb . SORE LOSER , hah ! He is mine ~~~ Hate me ? Suck it up & fuck off babe :)

HEY ! Today stayed back in school with DES , Glenna , JL & dhiri to study . Then after that HY & Sam joined us . I taught Dhiri algebra oh ~~ HAHA , i keep screaming at him , EPIC . After that went home at 4plus when it started drizzling .

YESTERDAY , during mothertongue , our dear bastard classmate , Kenneth , from 2E4 , made out form teacher angry & , the teacher was so angry , she just walk out of the class with her lappy . HE , still thinks he is right & it seemed that he cant keep his mouth shut wor , keep talking & talking , zzzs . Everything is so simple , he wanted to sleep , teacher dont let , he want to read vocab list , teacher also dont let , thats why he anyh anyh only , say the movie got vulgarities thats why he dontw watch . Waaa , i listen to him argue , i want roll on the floor & laugh lah , so weird & childish lah ! Still so proud somemore , zzzs . Thanks to him , while other classes are watching movies , we are busying studying , copying down chinese words & writing reflections . My goodness , so fun leh ! -.- . Boys these days ..