Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Im used to it , fucktard .






See those ppl ? They are all crazy ~ Actually got 1more crazy asshole call Glenna , but she don't let me take candid picture of her , :( BUT IM THE CRAZIEST , * Evil laughter .

Yesterday got counseling , i think that was the most interesting I've ever had . First we talked about 1good thing & 1bad thing that happened during the week , then link to the ball accident , then link to YunTing 's boyf , then we talked about the extremes of relationship , & then we talked about SEX , then talked about E***** & then lastly we talked about family issues , which made me cry :( Anyw , it was super funny man , i asked the counselor if having sex was pain , then she laughed like nobody's business , we really went deeeeeeeep into that issue . About high tolerance level , whose fault is it & blahs .

After school , ate at KFC . Damn fedup one , i ate fastfood twice this week ! Budden what to do , too tempting alr . Whose fault ? The chicken's fault lah ! Zzzs . after that went to watch Soccer , AGAIN ! keke , i like it so much man . & i hereby declare , im going to use a penknife to cut Dhiri's throat , & grab his apple , *wink . I want it ! Why girls no apple one , i want complain alr , !@#$&%$#@&^#%%#%%^! Put it this way , i will cut anyb's apple which i find it fascinating . So a word of advice , cover up your throat whenever you see me coming , MUAHAHAHA ! :)




ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE !