Imperfection completes me .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Friday, July 9, 2010

Forever true .




You shut the fuck up . Stop complaining & start appreciating . I had enough man , fucktard . Stupid piece of shit , who do you think you are man . Im not obliged to please you can . Get your fucking mind straight , i dont owe you anything . I didn't do you wrong . Stop treating me like shit can . I got feelings also ley . Im not your dog lah hor , so stop treating me like one . You want me to understand you & care about you , & so i did ! Did you bother to care about me & ask me what i want & need ? All you care about is you , him & her . When will i start to face the fact that you are just taking advantage of me man . I need a serious rude awakening . FML . You dont even care about what im going through now . I know what you have been talking behind my back . Maybe when you gossip about me next time , think twice if you had chosen the right gossip partner can -.- .
So , drop the hypocrite act & selfish comments . Please lah dey , it really makes me feel sick man . Sucker .



TODAY is a wonderfully HOT day . Waaliew ! I got sunburn alr , becos i sat at the street soccer for 2hrs plus with the Sun glaring at me ! Reason becos i was lazy to move my butt to the shelter , keke .

Early in the morning , report to the Clementi Stadium . DES's dad brought DES & I thr . At first is raining one , but stopped . Then the event started , Dhiri ran like lightning man . Sam , HY , Jerrold as well :) YT & Glenna happily reading only , skaly tonight got nightmare ah . After that street soccer with Dhiri , Sam , Narinpal , HY , Seducer & his friend . WC && JL came to join us after wards . Left at 2:40 lithat , then bused to KFC . Only Narinpal ate , everyb steal his fries , HAHA ! Then Haiqul came , Monday he watch out , * wink (:
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