I just feel like blogging about my favourite singer , Eminem . His real name is Marshall Bruce Mathers .He has 2 daughters whom he loves very much & a wife name Kim who betrayed him . He rap about his life . Whenever I feel super angry , frustrated , or upset , I will listen to his songs . Also , whenever I miss my daddy , whenever I miss the feeling of having father's love , I will listen to his songs . I dont really know much about Eminem , but he is a good father . & thats all I need to know to like & admire him so much . My favourite songs by him is MockingBird , When I'm Gone & Kim .
1st song: MockingBird
Yeah , I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey , what daddy always tell you ?
Straighten up little soldier , stiffen up that upper lip .
What you crying about ? You got me .
Hailie I know you miss your mom & I know you miss your dad .
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had .
I can see you're sad , even when you smil e, even when you laugh .
I can see it in your eyes , deep inside you want to cry .
Cause you're scared , I ain't there . Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying , wipe them tears .
Daddy's here , no more nightmares .
We gon' pull together through it , we gon' do it .
Laney uncles crazy , ain't he? Yeah but he loves you girl & you better know it .
We're all we got in this world ,
When it spins , when it swirls , when it whirls , when it twirls .
Two little beautiful girls , lookin' puzzled , in a daze ,
I know it's confusing you , Daddy's always on the move , mamma's always on the news .
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems the harder that I try to do that , the more it backfires on me .
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see .
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did .
We did not plan it to be this way , your mother and me .
But things have gotten so bad between us I don't see us ever being together ever again ,
Like we used to be when we were teenagers .
But then of course everything always happens for a reason .
I guess it was never meant to be .
But it's just something we have no control over & that's what destiny is .
But no more worries , rest your head & go to sleep .
Maybe one day we'll wake up & this will all just be a dream .
[Chorus]
Now hush little baby , don't you cry .
Everything's gonna be alright .
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady , I told ya ,
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night .
I know mommy's not here right now & we don't know why
We fear how we feel inside .
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise momma's gon' be alright .
It's funny ,
I remember back one year when daddy had no money ,
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
& stuck 'em under the tree & said some of 'em were from me
Cause daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying .
Cause daddy felt like a bum , see daddy had a job
but his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
& at the time every house that we lived in either kept getting broken into & robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college .
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart .
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back on the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment .
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara & that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre .
And flew you and momma out to see me .
But daddy had to work , you and momma had to leave me ,
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone , momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it .
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud .
Now I'm sitting in this empty house , just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures , it just trips me out .
To see how much you both have grown , it's almost like you're sisters now .
Wow , guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here .
Laney I'm talkin' to you too , daddy's still here .
I like the sound of that chair
It's got a ring to it don't it ?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment
[Chorus]
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)
This song was written & sang/rap by him . He wrote this song for her daughters to show how much he loves them & cares for them . & also to let them know that even if he is not with them , he will always be there for them . They will never leave his mind .
2nd song: When I'm Gone
Have you ever loved someone so much , you'd give an arm for ?
Not the expression , no , literally give an arm for ?
When they know they're your heart & you know you were their armour ,
& you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her .
But what happens when karma , turns right around and bites you ?
And everything you stand for , turns on you to spite you ?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain ?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy ? I can't find Mommy where is she ?"
I don't know go play Hailie , baby , your Daddy's busy ,
Daddy's writing a song , this song ain't gonna write itself ,
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself .
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her & put hands on her mother , who's a spitting image of her .
That's Slim Shady , yeah baby , Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me , but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby .
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone , just carry on , don't mourn .
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice ,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling & I didn't feel a thing , So baby don't feel my pain , Just smile back .
And when I'm gone , just carry on , don't mourn .
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice ,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling & I didn't feel a thing , So baby don't feel no pain , just smile back .
[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream , I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing .
She keeps screaming , she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry , why ? Why is Mommy crying ?"
Baby , Daddy ain't leaving no more , "Daddy you're lying
" You always say that , you always say this is the last time but you ain't leaving no more , Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please , Daddy don't leave , Daddy - no stop it !"
Goes in her pocket , pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture , "this'll keep you safe Daddy , take it withcha'"
I look up , it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking , cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying " You've got one more chance to do right " - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late .
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It turns to a stage , they're gone , and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing .
[Chorus]
And when I'm gone , just carry on , don't mourn .
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice ,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling & I didn't feel a thing , So baby don't feel my pain , Just smile back .
And when I'm gone , just carry on , don't mourn .
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice ,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling & I didn't feel a thing , So baby don't feel no pain , just smile back .
[Verse 3]
Sixty thousand people , all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes , they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud , I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down , I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me , help Mommy , her wrists are bleeding ,"
But baby we're in Sweden , how did you get to Sweden ?
"I followed you Daddy , you told me that you weren't leavin' . You lied to me Dad , and now you make Mommy sad & I bought you this coin , it says 'Number One Dad . That's all I wanted , I just want to give you this coin . I get the point - fine , me and Mommy are going "
But baby wait , "it's too late Dad , you made the choice , now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us "
That's what they want , they want you Marshall , they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep , just take another pill
Yeah , I bet you will . You rap about it , yeah, word , k-keep it real
I hear applause , all this time I couldn't see
How could it be , that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around , find a gun on the ground , cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens , my life flashes , the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes .
That's when I wake up , alarm clock's ringin' , there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging , I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her , Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say .
[Chorus/Outro]
And when I'm gone , just carry on , don't mourn .
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice ,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling & I didn't feel a thing , So baby don't feel my pain , Just smile back .
And when I'm gone , just carry on , don't mourn .
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice ,
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling & I didn't feel a thing , So baby don't feel no pain , just smile back ."
* Those in open & close inverted commas is his daugher . The rest is Eminem . This song is like a conversation between him & her daughter .
3rd song: Kim
Aww look at daddy's baby girl
That's daddy baby
Little sleepy head
Yesterday I changed your diaper
Wiped you and powdered you.
How did you get so big?
Can't believe it now your two
Baby you're so precious
Daddy's so proud of you
Sit down bitch
If you move again I'll beat the shit out of you
Don't make me wake this baby
She don't need to see what I'm about to do
Quit crying bitch, why do you always make me shout at you?
How could you?
Just leave me and love him out the blue
Oh, what's a matter Kim?
Am I too loud for you?
Too bad bitch, your gonna finally hear me out this time
At first, I'm like all right
You wanna throw me out? That's fine!
But not for him to take my place, are you out you're mind?
This couch, this TV, this whole house is mine!
How could you let him sleep in our bed?
Look at Kim
Look at your husband now!
(No!)
I said look at him!
He ain't so hot now is he?
Little punk!
(Why are you doing this?)
Shut the fuck up!
(You're drunk! You're never going to get away at this!)
You think I give a fuck!
Come on we're going for a ride bitch
(No!)
Sit up front
(Well I can't just leave Hailie alone, what if she wakes up?)
We'll be right back
Well I will you'll be in the trunk
[1] - So long, bitch you did me so wrong
I don't wanna go on
Living in this world without you
You really fucked me Kim
You really did a number on me
Never knew me cheating on you would come back to haunt me
But we was kids then Kim, I was only 18
That was years ago
I thought we wiped the slate clean
That's fucked up!
(I love you!)
Oh God my brain is racing
(I love you!)
What are you doing?
Change the station I hate this song!
Does this look like a big joke?
(No!)
There's a four year old boy lyin' dead with a slit throat
In your living room, ha-ha
What you think I'm kiddin' you?
You loved him didn't you?
(No!)
Bullshit you bitch don't fucking lie to me
What the fuck's this guy's problem on the side of me?
Fuck you asshole, yeah bite me
Kim, KIM!
Why don't you like me?
You think I'm ugly don't you
(It's not that!)
No you think I'm ugly
(Baby)
Get the fuck away from me, don't touch me
I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!
I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE YOU
OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU
How the fuck could you do this to me?
(Sorry!)
How the fuck could you do this to me?
[Repeat 1 (2x)]
Come on get out
(I can't I'm scared)
I said get out bitch!
(Let go of my hair, please don't do this baby)
(Please I love you, look we can just take Hailie and leave)
Fuck you, you did this to us
You did it, it's your fault
Oh my God I'm crackin' up
Get a grip Marshall
Hey remember the time we went to Brian's party?
And you were like so drunk that you threw up all over Archie
That was funny wasn't it?
(Yes!)
That was funny wasn't it?
(Yes!)
See it all makes sense, doesn't it?
You and your husband have a fight
One of you tries to grab a knife
And during the struggle he accidentally gets his Adam's apple sliced
(No!)
And while this is goin' on
His son just woke up and he just walks in
She panics and he gets his throat cut
(Oh my God!)
So now they both dead and you slash your own throat
So now it's double homicide and suicide with no note
I should have known better when you started to act weird
We could've...HEY! Where you going? Get back here!
You can't run from me Kim
It's just us, nobody else!
You're only making this harder on yourself
Ha! Ha! Got'cha!
(Ahh!)
Ha! Go ahead yell!
Here I'll scream with you!
AH SOMEBODY HELP!
Don't you get it bitch, no one can hear you?
Now shut the fuck up and get what's comin to you
You were supposed to love me
{*Kim choking*}
NOW BLEED! BITCH BLEED!
BLEED! BITCH BLEED! BLEED!
Those brackets is Kim , then the rest is Eminem . Its like a conversation being his wife & himself .
