@Veins Of Scarlet: Forgetting is difficult , remembering is worse .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Monday, September 5, 2011

Forgetting is difficult , remembering is worse .

THE HOILDAY'S HERE :D .
Awesome news is that I dont need to go back to school , not a single day ! Bad news is I will be rotting at home (: . Went out with Glenna today , watched movie at Vivo . Our stupidity overwhelmes my head man ! We took 61 there instead of the MRT , the bus ride was FREAKING long can , maybe 1h or so . SIAO . But we got some entertainment in the middle of the ride . An old man started making a nuisance of himself , he claimed that the bus driver didnt stop the bus for him despite pressing the bell , idk what the hell really happened la . But he shouted like one mad cow , some of the ppl couldnt stand it so they just alighted the bus , cool story .

After that we sat around to kill time . Then we got approached by two Poly students I think , to do some survey , blabla . The movie was awesome , & also we took pictures la .