@Veins Of Scarlet: Everything changed .

I'm fat and ugly. I'm made of flaws. I yearn to be happy.

My name is Melissa Wong; the broken one .

My life is covered with unhealed bruises & scars . God is my first priority & only God can judge me , so who the hell are you ? Im fat & ugly . Im made of flaws . I yearn to be happy . Im always tired , but it is the kind of tired that even sleeping cant fix . Im going through constant excruciating pain . Pain so bad I'd take take death with a smile just to get away from it . & you'll never know what its like to beg God everyday to just take all the agony away with crippled anger & tears that still drip sore . I love songs which can relate to my feelings . I desire no wealth or health , i just want to be happy . I dont like liars , betrayers nor kpos , I DETEST COPYCATS . I can cry for 4hours straight or laugh for the rest of my life , you decide . It takes years to build up trust with me but seconds to destroy it . Im very soft hearted , but dont take me for granted . Im not helpless . Maybe discouraged & faltering , but not helpless . I love to pray , as GOD listens to me . People said i changed so much . Well , here is the truth . I grew up . I stopped letting ppl push me around all the time , I learnt that i cant always be happy . I , accepted reality .

For all sad words of tongue & pen , the saddest are this " It might have been " .

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Everything changed .

LALALALLAALLALALALALA . Today's my MUMMYDEAREST's birthday ! Early in the morning at 12 , we surprised her ^^ OMg , the surprise was epic shit man . We pretended to be asleep then we set an alarm at 11:45pm to prepare the surprise for her . We bought a cake & then secretly light the candles & hid it at the balcony in the kitchen . I pretended to faint in the kitchen then my sister screamed to get my mum's attention . My mummy had a fright of her life man . She woke up & run to the kitchen , she thought I was ded . Then my sisters jump out from the balcony & shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY . She looked like she was going to die from heart attack , HAHA .